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Anxious.

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I retire from the crowd, feeling kinda strange.
This anxiety is drowning me, somethings gotta change.
I gotta get in my mind's soul and start to rearrange––
your confidence for my sadness, care for an exchange?

This loneliness has company,
Gaining on me subtly,
I'm handing out custody,
I'm left with nil––utterly.

I think about tomorrow; wasting my today.
Already feel broke, before I even gotta pay.
I hear what I wanna hear, not what you have to say.
Losing bits of self; as I try and make my way.

This stressing is messing––
maybe it's a blessing;
dressing up depressing.
Trying to fool me, as it's assessing––
keeping me on my toes daily; guessing.

I need a change, now
I want to be the cause of "wow"
Just give me a go; allow,
I'll be the answer to your "how".


© Rocio Belinda Mendez
© 2014 - 2024 rociobelindamendez
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Ricardo-Orozco's avatar
i like this flow of everything : ) and we should make a rap together ;)